happy or not

while writing this post ,im listening to raya song.It is very sentimental and remembering me to my hometown and my beloved parent. But that was not the issues here. I want to tell everyone that im not very happy toward raya celebration this year. It is not because I didnt have any raya clothes or else but it is because im so worried about oul PBL(problem based learning) assignment especially PBL contract and Malaysian Constitution. The question is problematic and very confusing. It also have the topic of next sem. Very confusing and hard to answer. Luckily Prof Sakina has given me some tips when I meeting her last tuesday. But it not enough, I have to ask help from the senior . Still lucky ,my college senior Muhammad Faiz Zahadi there to help me. He giving me advice how to approch the question, how to react in the moot court, etc. Without his help maybe I now is one of the suicide statistic. Allah still love me, praise to lord.
but im still not happy. It is because I dont put much effort in studying for the final exam. But maybe after this raya break I can put more effort in reading more cases,memorising it and answering past year question.May God help me so.