Everyone has their own story to tell...

it is been a very long time i didnt sit down quietly,having a cup of hot tea,and making a confession to my own feeling.....
i loved to sat down and thought and dreamt about everythings which may means pointless and vacuity to the others...But ,not for NOW.
it is not that i do not want to do it,but it is that i do not dare to do so....
each time i being honest to myself ,i would start non-stop crying...
i believe everyone has their own story to tell...eventhough everyone seemed to be happy,busy and hectic but i believe we have our own feeling....which rooted deeply inside our heart......
i miss my family,i miss my friends,i miss my students....
i still remember vividly,the first night i was in UKM,i could not sleep,and weeped in the dark untill day light...i never leave my house for so long...and NEVER try the feeling of 'distance'.....
as i was growing up in a traditional chinese family,my parents never show their love to me by saying ' i love you',or hugging or kissing.once a while when my dad hold my hand when crossing a busy road,we both would feel weird.they never show their love and concern through their gestures...
but,the day my family sent me too UKM,my dad hugged me when he left....my eyes were red and watery...but i could not cry before them....
he said "if you are stress and could not cope with your study,come back....Let me see you and let me dote on you"....
In a blink of an eye,i am already in the mid-semester,although life is hard....i didnt regret to choose LAW as my field.i do not know what i would be in the future,but to me,study law is to protect my family.something happened in my family members(concern about law issue)last few years,i do not want something similar to be happened again....i do not want the feeling of nervous,helpless,afraid and worry to appear again as we do not know the right we have....
Although i know read law is hard,and it would be harder and harder in the coming semesters,i would strive to the end.....
let us appreciate how fortunate we are to still be here on this earth and to be surrounded by the ones we hold dear...we never know what the next year,next month,next day,next minute or next second will bring,But,we shall always remain fortunate for what we posess now......
i believe,..Everyone has their own story to tell..............



LIM FUI YEN