tension?

In this few week I felt very tension about my study.First of all my contract learning. I dont really understand when lecturer teached about undue influence.I scared to asked.But my mentor, Pn Zainunnisa tell me to ask the lecturer.I think I have to listen to her.This is for my own benefit.Then I dont even read any cases yet. I'm so scared I will fail this semester exam.But that have to change, and I have to change fast.I hope my friend can help me with the cases.I'm also tension about my after class activities.I entered "urusetia pengucapan umum" to sharpen my debating skill.But it has taking a lot of my night time.Although in this fasting month we only practice twice a week but it really make me tension.I always think about debating.My mind cannot concentrate to other thing.Do I have to quit UPU? I myself confuse.Maybe i need to put more attention to what I'm suppose to do in university. To study as my parent hoping to me. Do I? Am I making good decision? What should I do?

muhamad faizal idris (motif leader)